October was:

Nine days, sixteen. One month, counting. How far to push, how long to wait ? Sick of friend, of her, of mate. What's the point, where did I slip ? How tall can we grow, how much can you reap ? Take it now, tend your lawn. Take it now, or I'm done, I'm gone. But I'm not, I wish I was. I tried, I why'd, answered, because'd. Fought against, come vendetta, but fell into your arms, to stay forever.

Sweet Mustard

I love that you exist, cradle me.
I love that you think, bind me.
I love that you breathe, inhale me.
I love that you speak, scream me.
I love that you cry, drown me.
I love that you see, blacken me.
I love that you hear, deafen me.
I love that you eat, devour me.
I love that you want, crave me.
I love that you need, desire me.
I love that you grow, entwine me.
I love that you are, be me.

Caramelised

Robotic monotony. Drag me to hell.
Although, what a beautiful day.
Yerba mate - my new bestfriend.
Caffeine hit to the head, dizzy.
Anyways, HSC prep time. Goal: 88.85?
Bliss, here I come! Hasta la vista

Long gone

2 years gone. So fast, who would've thought ?
More amazing yet, I miss it, I crave it.
To blame ? Him. Beautiful him.
Who knows when it will begin again.
A month or so, atrocious.
I'd always imagined that when it was over
only then would we would begin. I'd always
imagined he craved it even more than I.
It will come.I know it will. I assure you.
Trying to convince myself. Typical.
86. Let the countdown begin

I missed you

I knew you couldn't hide it any longer now
I always knew you would succumb
to the pressure
the temptation
I knew it wouldn't last
I feel your love on me
Love on me, suffocate me

For bothering

Love those who take the time to unscramble your sleuths.

A guide to the galaxy

I don't exist, I never will, I never have, I'll never feel.

1228

Hey pretty history man, the jokes on you.

Goodbye stranger

Jealousy may be the most dreadfully involuntary of all sins, yet he that is not jealous is not in love.

Feel

I just lay there
I didn't cry
I don't cry
I must have imagined it
The tears couldn't have really been there
Maybe it was just the rain drops falling through the open window ?
There was no reason to cry if I did
I've heard it all so many times before
Over and over
Why did it get to me this time ?
but like I said
I didn't cry
It was all in my head
I don't show my emotions, remember?