Feel

I just lay there
I didn't cry
I don't cry
I must have imagined it
The tears couldn't have really been there
Maybe it was just the rain drops falling through the open window ?
There was no reason to cry if I did
I've heard it all so many times before
Over and over
Why did it get to me this time ?
but like I said
I didn't cry
It was all in my head
I don't show my emotions, remember?